I never knew what it truly meant to be happy until I fell in love. Now I would say that this is the first time, but unfortunately its not. I've been in what I thought was love with only one other person. And I thought (for a while anyway) that we would be together for a long time, but well things change and life goes on reguardless. However this time It feels so different.Its a nice fuzzy warm tingly sensation throughout my whole body. And I do mean my WHOLE body I find myself lying awake into the early hours thinking about him. And wishing to tell him EVERYTHING that has ever happened to me that I can remember. I actually want to see him on a daily basis and I don't think that he would irritate me or make me want to go away and hide. He doesn't make me feel like I said anything stupid or that I should be feeling wrong. H e doesn't make me feel like a child in anyway. He actually makes me feel like I'm important and that I really make a difference. When we talk its like I feel like he'll protect me and keep me safe. You knoe I feel safe and like I can trust him with anything. He makes me feel like I'm me and the world is beautiful. I seriously get lonely after we talk and I'm staring into a dark and empty house.I know that he'll be there for me if and when I need him no matter what. And this is a big thing for me because I don't trust anybody without some kind of phenominal evidence that they can be trusted. He sees me and not just a girl with a nice body (Not bragging or anything) It's weird like that I guess. This love has a nice sentimental feel and I didn't feel like this before with the other guy. This is special and I pray that it never ends. Okay straight to the point he makes me happy in every since of the word and I love him.
heart heart heart heart
 Cassius Black · Mon Jun 04, 2007 @ 01:52am · 1 Comments |
