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Well, Today was a pretty good day i have to say. well....excpet this morning. this morning i still had a stratchy voice but it was getting better. And then i got on the bus and we all BARELY talked! As usual....but i felt like something was wrong. Andrew never said, wow...it got real quiet. or anything...all he did was look out the window. i got nervous...real nervous. I felt my heart was in knots ALLLLLL day pretty much. But it got better. well, at lunch and 5th hour we went outside to have a solar cooker thing. it was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much fun! We got to hang with our friends and such. I got to hang with Andrew and his friends. That time...i didn't feel ignored or anything. I felt pretty much happy. Ever since then i didn't feel as ignored or anything and i got a bit better. OH! I had the WORST dream last night! It was just....just HORRIBLE! Well, I had a dream that Andrew, Megan, and me went to a dinner place or something. i was sitting next to Megan as Andrew was sitting across from us. Andrew and Megan were talking to eachother. AND COMPLETELY IGNORING ME!!! They didn't even LOOK at me! I DIDN'T EVEN EXIST! Then Andrew leaned over to Megan and whispered that he was cheating on me with someone else. I heard. Once we then got out of there Andrew looked over to me and asked if i was alright. NOW knowing that i was there and not knowing that i heard. I looked at him and ran out crying. I hated that dream....i didn't like it at all. And meganif you read this....don't feel offened alright? you were just randomly in my dream....so was Nick. SP When i ran out Nick came over and asked what was wrong and such. but yea...that was pretty much my day. BYE! Captian Noya pirate -StaarShinee- · Tue May 22, 2007 @ 09:00pm · 0 Comments


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