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Okay so i realized i havn't posted since the incedent with my closet lover, but now thats all done and overwith... in the end... it turned out to be a disaster wating to happen...

Also i realized that in the last few sentanes in my last post, i got the weirdest image of my hacking up a furball and giving it to her, then chocking on it XD
Charming huh?

Anyways Lately i've been pushed into the Kingdom Hearts gig. and unfourtunatly im not regretting it. Axel is a complete and utter smexy bundle of hotness, as is Demyx ( unfourtunaly he only gets like two scenes in the game). And well i know the entire game is prolly just a big sscam/advertisement for disney and square enix... another part of me is really liking the whole side plot...you know, the part that actually is its own story. I mean, at first i thought the game was just all about running around through disney movies and stuff like that, but it has its own plot... it just sometimes uses the disney characters. In a way its kinda like Tsubasa (although i dont like that series much... mostly due t the extreme cheesyness of the plot and the majour deformities in Fai's body @-@)

Okay, on another note... im currently debating certain things in my life... everynow and then i find it hard to decipher who my true freinds are... who really loves me and who just pretends for thier own benifit...or for pity of me. i mean, my moms been proding at me to get a job but she acts like she needs it more than i do. I rarely see her anymore... its like... i kinda feel, alone. When i feel alone, i usually turn to my friends to help me out... but lately ... nothings been working right... i feel like everything is changin... like my path is shifting and im just struggling to keep balance on it. Perhaps.. this is it. That one magnificent turn in my life that will make me the happiest i've ever been. Perhaps my time is coming.. that one moment i've been waiting for and praying for all of my life. But, its probally best not to get my hopes up...i mean in the end... i always end up dissapointed.