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Walls around my heart that can't be knocked down by force, but of pure love.

	Ugh......I don't know?
	Ugh......I don't know?


WHOA! I haven't like....typed in this for a LOOOOOOOONG TIME! Shocking isn't it? Well, now i am here to type something. Well, School has been going good. Battling with my grades and doing my best, having a BUNCH of laughs with my friends and just having a good time. Things have been going good with me and my boyfriend, Andrew. I guess i could call him boyfriend. <3 We talk and such, sit by eachother on the bus. OH! Once at this field trip when we went to a baseball game we held hands. <3 My pals were teasing us but, I was happy. I wasnted to hug him but...whenever i hug him i have a feeling he is uncomfortable or something....i don't know....that is mostly whats bothering me. Right now i have been wondering if Andrew is getting sick of me or uncomfortable with me in any type or way. And he isn't just telling me. I have been very self-concisious with this problem. Always thinking that what if day by day he is regretting in going out with me. And he is to nervous to tell me about what hefeels and break my heart. Because the truth here is, i don't care! I want to feel comfortable and such. If he wants to break up, it is just fine, TELL ME FOR GOODNESS SAKE! Don't just hide it. Yea...I would be hurt but...as long as it makes him happy and feel scomfortable again. I still love him, so very much, and i care a lot. I care a lot for people. So....um...I hope i will feel better with Andrew. <3 Because that is what a girlfriend would say......i guess. ^^' BYE!!! Captian Noya pirate -StaarShinee- · Fri May 18, 2007 @ 08:50pm · 0 Comments


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