• She wants to leave and for me not to follow
    Repeating me words that are too hard to swallow
    The very sound that starts etching my heart hollow
    I want to have her, but she doesnt want me

    The very thought of us being apart
    is a noose around the veins to my heart
    Hindering it and slowing its start
    I need her with me, and she just doesn't see

    Trust is her trait that is lacking the most
    When she is hurt once, she lets nobody close
    She hides in a shell, and withdraws when it's closed
    But the sound of her voice is still bringing me glee

    She sighs and explains that I'm just a rebound
    My heart starts to slow as it strengthens its pound
    An uneven thudding dulls all other sounds
    These strikes to my heart make it ache, pulse, and bleed

    This relationship is as consistant as gas
    Flying through my fingers as it thinks it should pass
    Or wind cold as ice cutting through me like glass
    I have no pride now, I'm begging on my knees

    I can't make my feet move me out of the door
    I mutter words that matter not anymore
    She would banish me away forevermore
    She becomes ignorant to even my most pitiful plea.

    This fear steals all of my will to speak
    My face is emotionless and my eyes grow bleak
    My stomach turns hard and my legs feel weak
    She's trying to leave now, I can not let this be.

    This is a nightmare from which I will never escape
    I'm seeking a cure for this bleeding heart-ache
    I cover my face now, just for my own pride's sake
    And let loose more tears that no one will see

    My tears fall as my heart hangs from it's noose
    I now have desire to cut my soul loose
    It seems like the way to escape this abuse
    I'll lock up my heart and throw away the key.

    The rules of my love will no one abide?
    Forever in darkness my heart shall reside
    Giving my love only when I decide
    And healing my heart that can now only bleed.