• I walk through life smiling
    Nodding
    Saying I'm okay
    When really
    I want to scream
    They only see what I show them
    I hide
    Who I really am
    No one likes a cry baby
    A b***h
    So much crap has happened
    So much pain
    Its hard to smile
    And mean it
    To laugh at all the joke
    About me
    You wonder why I get mad
    Why I get upset
    Well the jokes aren't funny anymore
    I'm not laughing
    These fake smiles are fading from my face
    I don't know
    Who my real friends are anymore
    If I even have any
    They hurt me
    Use me
    So I'm done
    With all the fake people
    That pain I've felt
    I won't let it happen again
    Three years was enough
    I won't take anymore
    I left that all behind me
    So ******** off
    If you don't like it
    I don't need you
    Never have
    Never will
    I'm standing here
    Fighting for happiness
    If I have to I'll do it alone
    That's how it has always been
    I'm not afraid of it anymore
    To be alone
    It doesn't scare me
    But I know I will smile again
    And mean it
    I will laugh with warmth in my heart
    Once more
    The time will come
    When I can show them
    The people who actually care
    Who I really am
    I will walk through life smiling
    Nodding
    Saying I'm okay
    And I will be
    Someday
    I will be