• ninja
    Broken off a piece of this Seroquel
    A life you only see in a sequel
    My eyes roll back as my lids grow heavy
    I try to fight it, while i crave my candy
    The thing that makes me sane
    While im steadily insane
    The dream awaits me
    This Candy entraps me

    I'm afraid I'll end up another monster
    Crazy faced, wide eyed, the devil is a trickster
    When will it end these walls are closing in
    When I wake I enter The Great Relapse Within

    I awake with sweat dripping off my brow
    I look around I need a way out of this town
    The lunch lines grow day by day
    With more addicts of the beast like me
    There is nothing left of us, but pain

    I'm afraid I'll end up another monster
    Crazy faced, wide eyed, the devil is a trickster
    When will it end these walls are closing in
    When I wake I enter The Great Relapse Within

    I sit at a table scratching the surface
    My epidermis is bleeding and filled with sores
    The bugs that crawl under my skin
    The cold that hits with the bitter wind
    I can't escape what i've become
    A puppet that's holding the gun

    I'm afraid I'll end up another monster
    Crazy faced, wide eyed, the devil is a trickster
    When will it end these walls are closing in
    When I wake I enter The Great Relapse Within

    It pricks and pokes, I sit and pry
    Into the thoughts that once made me cry
    A volcano of emotions bursting at the seams
    Molten Lava might be cooler then it seems
    Compared to the fire rushing through my veins
    But now its stopped and I want more
    Slowly trying to break out from behind this door
    It encloses me and my breath
    Claustrophobia unto the death

    I'm afraid I'll end up another monster
    Crazy faced, wide eyed, the devil is a trickster
    When will it end these walls are closing in
    When I wake I enter The Great Relapse Within

    I feel the anger from my kin
    As I sit and spin
    The world around me crashes
    And I am nothing but ashes
    Floating against the wind
    The bug comes forward once again
    I Squirm on the floor
    The shower water seeping to my pores
    I feel the hand of wraith

    I'm afraid I'll end up another monster
    Crazy faced, wide eyed, the devil is a trickster
    When will it end these walls are closing in
    When I wake I enter The Great Relapse Within

    My Life has always been doomed
    internally filled with gloom
    I need the release, these pills do nothing
    So I climb on my bed and put my neck in a pull string
    I suffocate and choke
    The guards run to my cell
    What i did was no joke
    As they cut the rope my world darkens
    The dream awaits me
    I've been set free

    No longer afraid of becoming a monster
    Calm faced, closed eyes, the devil was a trickster
    It ended and these walls finished closing in
    I won't ever wake to re-enter The Great Relapse Within