a lost life

• Artist: Childofthegods
• Description: this is a bit of poetry that is dedicated to my mother
  she is not my mother in the way the word is meant
  biologically yes but emotionally and in any other way no
  my dad worked..and works like hell to ensure we eat...i raised my little brother until i met my step-mom who is now my mother in the way it should be.
  so i hope you enjoy this tiny bit of my scarred life and dont hesitate to give me constructive critisism
• Date: 02/25/2010
• Tags: mother lost

when I was little I didnt understand
why You sailed from this land
when I was here for you to love
when I was as innocent as a dove

I know now I did nothing wrong
even if You didnt stay that long
I took care of Your son for You
one less thing You had to do

I will try and forgive
to move on and live
but a teen without a mom
is like a broken cd-rom

I have no one to fight with
to complain to about a tiff
I have no one to teach me
about the woman i should be

so go on with Your replacemet family
just dont expect Me to be some one you see
You cant have it both ways
You cant have me to raise

You have your new children and husband
and I slipped thru your fingers like sand
I'll take care of My little brother
because niether of Us have a mother