• I cant control this
    building anger its
    taking over and
    consuming me
    I clench my Jaw
    and
    I close my eyes
    in hopes the feeling
    will pass me by
    I cant help but think
    destructively
    and think the earth
    is a worm beneath me
    I bite my lip
    blood, as always
    my heart
    beating
    quickly
    I want it to stop...
    No I need it to
    this feeling is a thrill
    like I've committed murder
    like cutting off a scream
    and turning it into a murmur
    pray to whomever
    just to make this end quicker
    test the knives on my wrists
    to see which one's slicker
    and trace the track
    of my own sweet nector
    twisted
    just the hidden mind
    behind a mannequin's smile
    waiting and brewing
    will it ever come to light
    or leave me frozen in a
    self-loathing fright
    I cant feel this right now...
    my emotions are shallow
    my eyes are dead
    and my heart...

    well... my heart is Hollow...
    can you feel me up
    or willl thes consume me
    take my mind off the alter ego of Oni
    make me feel me
    or make me feel you
    Do all tmy favorite things
    you know, the ones I love to do
    create in me a phantasmal mirage
    keep my mind with you so i wont wander off

    Please dont let me get me
    But... God i feel so Alive
    it's like standing on a high cliff
    and taking a dive
    is it happening again?
    I'm testing these waters
    I need to get out
    before the night grows thicker
    and my days get shorter
    I just want to...
    but I need to...
    But honestly...
    what the Heck is going on...?