• Peering out the window
    From inside the blank room
    I see a bright world
    One that hurts my eyes
    Eyes that have been trapped in darkness
    I see happiness spread across people’s faces
    It reminds me of the happiness I once felt
    Once before
    I wish I could join them
    I see the sun shining brightly
    As always
    I want to stand and bask in the sunlight
    I’ve grown weary of this cold room
    I look up and see the sky
    Vast and blue
    Despite wanting to be in the sunlight
    I want it to rain
    It feels as if the sky is crying
    It’s comforting
    It makes me fell
    I’m not the only one
    Sad and crying
    But more than anything
    I hate being trapped in this room
    I want to shatter the window
    And escape this room
    But I don’t have the strength
    To do that
    The sadness upon my shoulders
    They suppress that strength
    The one thing that keeps me together
    Are my memories
    Memories of him
    Memories of the people I love
    I know I can’t for him to come back
    But when I feel this weak
    I feel this is all I can do
    So I will wait
    By this window as always