• For if I was to die on this day I would want the world to know the sadness that I have never felt true love, nor real attraction towards any one person, the closest to true love I know of is the love of my pets, my companions, as they will not hate me for doubting them as they will show me how... I wish for love, the love of any one person male or female, i care not if was to be "technically" gay, you shall dare not say it dare not mock me as love is not romance, love is not sex, love is a bond stronger than friendship or silly school romances, it is a bond not breakable by a simple exchange of words or a simple action... It is the knowledge that that person will be there for you no matter how much has changed or how much time has passed and that no matter how differently you think there will always be a connection... Yet there, there in the distance is the human mind wanting more as I crave for the romantic times of old Europe here in this modern day, I crave this almost as I crave to feel love... I wish to romance a young lady as Romeo did but not so blatantly, I wish there to be a lady of mystery or doubt, or to travel to a mystical fantisiful land and bring a lady of fantasy into my grasp but then I fall back to the consciousness of life and underneath it all I just want to feel love/