• My stomach hurts due to a tramatic situation.
    My throat hurts due to choking back tears.
    I feel like I'm going to puke.
    This is my ultimate sadness. . .

    I recently talked to Aku- I was happy until my mom asked the question:
    "Who are you talking to?"
    I told her one of my other friends' names- she didn't believe me.
    She then took my phone away, don't know when I'll get it back.

    No one loves you when you lie to your parents.
    I need some comfort, love from my friends.
    But I doubt that they'll answer. . .
    No one loves me because I lie to others.

    My family is suggesting that I see a family doctor because they think I'm suicidal.
    I rarely think this dark thought.
    * Why don't they just put an ankle bracelet on me and it'll buzz every time I call Aku?
    That'll be loads of fun. * stare

    Now they plan on monitoring me- every site, email, and call.
    What idiots- I want my phone back and I want it now.
    I can't stand seperation anxiety much longer.