What I Lost Because of One Wor

• Artist: AllytheChangling
• Description: the full title is "What I Lost Because of One Word". i wrote it after my mum told me that if i were to date my friend Trevor, secret b/f right now, she would throw him in jail and she would make me watch him as he is treated in a jail sell but to never talk or touch him as i watch... (i, again, thought this category was closest to a journal)
• Date: 06/23/2009
• Tags: whatilostbecauseofoneword journal poetry lyrics foxotaku93

I see myself in a dark room, with no light but from the red blood moon from the barbed window my mum keeps me in. The red moon is for my bleeding heart in witch now is torn in two... I can’t move... Can’t see... Can’t hear... Nothing. Just in my own world of what is going to be... What it should be...

The ring that should be on my finger gone from sight to be with u. I feel the warmth of the necklace... Knowing your still out this room... I see your hand everyday through the barbed window but I can not reach for the collar chokes me centimeters away... I cry and cry... My eyes red like my bleeding heart... I feel your lips but know its only a memory...

I look to the sky and see the red moon... Knowing your under the same sky... I have something to live for... But I don't know if this leash will ever be cut before my neck does... "I love you" I hear your voice... But sounds like my mum saying "No!".

My nails bleed from clawing the wall... My head from banging... My wrists bleeding... Know your not alone in a world of hurt and loneliness... No love for me again... No seeing another guy cute... Just a broken heart waiting to be sewed back from your touch...

Our promise is still strong... Now and Forever my Trer Bear... Now and Forever... I love you... With this broken heart of mine- no not mine... Yours to help heal.

Comments

[sexy can i 266]

why did u right that that is wieard will u be my friend