• [ they come gushing out making my eyes red i'm sitting on my bed thinking about freinds how they could never ever hurt me like this sometimes i try to think about the good times but it just makes me pist trying to compare the real world to this a million times i've dreamt you were here holding me wiping my tears and telling me everythings going to be all right i'll believe him even though i know its a lie just because his smile tells a whole new story a promise to a whole new door, a whole new world but then i wake up and blink i walk out the door and enter the real world of crimes and deaths, people convicted and children dead a life we all wish we could change for the best a life of poverty and wealth adoptions and abortions parents lost and children found another happy ending but wheres mine tonight it all changes in a single snap the real world is gone as i exit the world and enter my perfect world