• You'll have to forgive me
    I'm use to being alone
    I'm not use to soft, warm touches
    Not ones you give me

    You'll have to forgive me
    I'm a bit use to thinking I'm a monster
    I'm not use to trying to being such a girl
    Not the ones your use to

    You'll just have to forgive me
    I'm use to people telling me how ugly I am
    I'm not use to your playful thoughts
    Not the ones you act apon

    You'll have to forgive me
    The word 'Boyfriend' just doesn't settle well in my month right now
    I'm not use to guys handing all over me
    Not in the way you do it

    And again you'll have to forgive my ability to shy away
    I'm so use to people bring me down
    I'm not use to your pretty coments
    Not in the way you say it

    You will just have to forgive the way I look at you sometimes
    I'm not use to feeling this way
    I'm so scared to move farward
    And I'm too determind to step back

    I don't think you understand
    Just how hard it is for me
    I'm not sure how this stuff goes
    I feel so mixed up

    I'm sorry if I seem a little distant
    I'm so use to being bottled up
    I'm a little if-y on the things I can tell you
    But I really do try

    I'm sorry if I don't understand you
    Like I said I'm a bit dence
    I just can't see what you see
    I feel a bit blind around you

    I'm sorry if I'm a bit different
    It's just how I think
    I'm not use to having anyone but my pack to rely on
    I feel a bit lost sometimes

    I promise I'm doing the best I can
    Just give me time
    I need to break down these walls slowly
    Or I just might break