Tortured Life

• Artist: Sana Kurata Hayama
• Description: I was sick when i wrote this so i wasn't in the best mood and it's not the best poem cuz i wasn't on top of my game when writing this. i'm also not very good at writing a poem that rhymes.
• Date: 05/05/2009
• Tags: tortured life

I want to throw it at the wall
I want to get rid of it all
I need to be strong
I don’t want to be wrong

I have to keep on going
I can’t continue to do what I’m doing
Even though I want to give up and die
I need to learn how to fly

It’s hard to stay alive when the one you love is no more
And you’re back aches and you feel so sore
But you know that there’s still much more to do and see
Even if it doesn’t give you any glee

It’s horrible I know
Every second I want to go
I don’t want to live a tortured life
Full of pain, suffering, and strife

But I need to live with a smile on my face
Life can’t speed up, it’s not a race
So I’ll just wait patiently until my time is due
And the ones I love are so very few

Comments

[Sana Kurata Hayama]

thanks smile that made me feel really good

[Purumi]

Not goodat writing? Are you kidding me??!!! This was great!!! I felt all kinds of emotions going through me while reading this!! I loved it, even though it was sad.