• You were like a knife,
    Cutting me deeper everyday.
    But I was the addicted cutter,
    Praying you would stay.
    You were like a drug,
    Ruining everything I did.
    But I'm the one who can't get enough,
    Although I am just a kid.
    You were like a bad song,
    That I played often in my head.
    I couldn't seem to tune out,
    All the lies that I was fed.
    You were like the poison,
    To help my suiside.
    But you were also the hand,
    That wiped away the tears I cried.
    You were my disaster,
    ThatI needed to make me strong.
    Even if I still wonder,
    What it is that I did wrong.
    You were like the alcohol,
    In which I couldn't help but drink.
    Your face stillhaunts my mind,
    And now I cannot think.
    When we met you were a child,
    And I was nothing more.
    But then as life went on,
    You had different things in store.
    I guess you're growing up,
    Faster than was planned.
    And now I do not know,
    Exactly where I stand.
    You are everything that's bad,
    And all the things that are good.
    I cannot stay away from you,
    Although I probably should.
    You made me, you broke me,
    And this is the result.
    I guess I should stay out of the way,
    Because you're becoming an adult.