• Why is it so hard?
    Why do I feel this way?
    I don’t know what to do any more,
    I'm lost in this wretched world without you.
    I wish the pain and sorrow would go away, but it won't.

    The way I miss you right now, has no words, only tears.
    I feel incomplete, like a big part of me has just dissappeared into thin air.
    Regret was going to hit me, I knew, but I had no idea of the internal pain it would cause me.

    I need your shoulder to cry on,
    I need you tell tell me it’s going to be okay.
    But first, I need to find you.
    I feel you in the grasp of my palms,
    and just then you thin out into water.

    I reject reality, hoping that somewhere, you still exist
    And one day, when you do show up,
    I will run to you with tears in my eyes,
    and the biggest grin on my cold, pale face,
    and give you the biggest hug i could give,
    and never let you go ever again.

    One day, I truly believe that we will reunite.
    And i will wait for that day,
    until it finally comes,
    and i will be the happiest girl on earth
    One day, when that day will come.