• Waking up from this nightmare is it possible or is it just some foolish hope. Right now i'm her pawn in this sad little game. Being used so she can be happy, killing myself from the inside out for her stupid game. Falling back here once again wishing for the days when you and I could talk and that you didn’t hate me enough to use me like this. If you’re trying to hurt me and make me suffer for some twisted happiness of yours. Well I’m sorry to tell you but you already did and now you’re just trying too hard to make me fall. Because of you I’m sitting in a dark room writing my heart out, letting music comfort me it not working its not like your heavenly touch that once not so long ago guided me from the shadows of my heart and let me step into the light But now just looking at you hurts and sitting next to makes me want to commit suicide. Sadly I promised not to kill myself because of you but I didn’t say that I wouldn’t spill my blood. Because you let me have the wings of a black winged angel to replace the demonic ones I had but then you shot me down. I couldn’t care less right now I just want to burn everything down and start anew with silver eyes. To you my life belongs but it doesn’t mean you own me, and I don’t mean I won’t reject you as my master. Now i'm done ranting so ill leave you with these words to think about because you gave me new wings
    My hands are soaked with my blood the blood of an angel winged demon so if die does that mean yours are to.