• Aww look what we have here.
    A mommy and daddy,
    the ones you love everywhere.
    But this childhood fantasy
    turns into an unwanted memory.
    Years have gone but
    my daddy has yet to come home.
    I look at the pain in my mother’s eyes.
    Tears welling up from all of the heartless lies.
    When I finally realized that no love was ever given.
    To make it without you is where my heart was driven.
    But when I realize my “Daddy Love” was to never appear
    I reached out to the family that held me near.
    But years of pain is over.
    And now its time to grow and recover.
    Just recently I gave up the fight.
    The fight of wishing to have you in sight.
    Like a wound cut so deep.
    I made myself promise
    to recuperate and retreat.
    One memory seems linger on though.
    It was a Christmas wish without any snow.
    I asked for a single wish to come true.
    And that was for you to make one visit through.
    Gladly that was my final prayer
    and I got over it with unconditional care.
    Finally, I don’t need you.
    Hypnotically speaking,
    I miss you.
    There was so much potential there of course.
    But this was just one undefeatable war.
    I can’t see any reason why,
    I received a so called “Daddy Love”
    where a hug is given with no reply.