• I spend all my time crying.
    Broken inside.
    Feels like I'm dieing.

    All I feel is loneliness.
    Emptiness.
    And endless agony.

    I've been singing alone.
    Waiting for you to take my hand.
    Asking myself why everyone left me alone.

    Why isn't anyone helping?
    Why do they judge me for who I am?
    Why must I listen to my heart broken commands?

    When will I be saved?
    When can I sing?
    When will the day come that I can be free?

    Is it not going to happen?
    Am I truely all alone?
    Why am I so lost because of that stupid talk on the phone?

    I want to tell you my feelings.
    My hearts every desire.
    I wish that i could tell you my dreams not yet come true.

    Pull me from this darkness.
    Save me from my past.
    Help me out of this sadness.

    Make me smile.
    Make me laugh.
    Make me wish I always had.

    My heart has never been whole.
    So many questions in my head.
    Which is why I always have wondered so much.

    I want to know what it's like to be loved.
    Embraced.
    Kissed gently on the lips.

    I want to be with you.
    I'm sorry for that.
    I wish for too much.

    I want to trust you.
    Like I never trusted anyone before.
    Will you let me through your tightly shut doors?

    I extend my hand to you.
    Help me please?
    I want to save you too.

    So rescue me from this cold and lonely darkness that has for so long imprisoned me...

    -iShattered a.k.a. Lawrence