• can you tell me why i feel the way i do
    when i'm around you
    what can't i say in front of you
    that i can say in my heart

    i want to be with you
    but your already taken
    my heart is to messed up
    it needs to heal

    feelings just get in the way it is just better not to feel

    broken inside
    hurting bleeding out through my veins

    i don't want it anymore

    i can not even know why i did it
    why i started to like you

    why did you have to mess with my heart
    why did you have to lie
    why did you have to play with my feelings by saying you loved me
    you never did
    you never will

    i am done
    how can i trust you
    how can we be what we were before this

    friends is all i wanted but no you wanted more from me
    i gave it and now
    i regret it
    i hate you for making
    feel like i'm nothing
    making me feel i am horrible

    but i seriously want you
    your touch
    your kisses
    and your arms around me to comfort me when i cry

    but thats not going to happen you belong to another
    i belong to no one
    i want you please tell me
    you want me to

    tears are falling you can't understand what you did
    i am just letting go
    no more pain
    no more feelings
    no more of you bypassing my walls

    when i see you i will ignore your passes
    i will ignore your touch
    but sercertly want you to hug me tightly
    to kiss me
    and tell me you really do love me
    i only want you
    my heart belongs to you

    thats what i so much very much want


    is just to be wanted by you.