• I would always stay at school later, I would never want to go home. My reasons were very simple: Dad was home. He was a an attorney, mom was a medical assistant. Dad would arrive 4 hours before mom, that gave him enough time. It all started when I was 6 he would come home, very stressed out it seemed. So he took his stress out on me. He would touch me in all the wrong places. Moan and groan while caressing my body. Once my hour was up, it was my sisters turn, Chelsea, I had to watch will he put him self in to her. I hated him for that. I once planed a murder ,knowing it would fail though. Yet, that plan gave me courage to pull through others years. All of a sudden are ' sessions ' got longer, he explained it was because of stress. They went to putting his mouth on me, and taking my sister to bed for hours at a time, yet I still watched it all, so gruesome.


    When I turned 8 I had a neighbor move in ' Mason '. He was gorgeous. We became friends. He made me so happy. So, I told him what dad did. He hugged me when I cried, gave me inspiration. Yet, he was experimental. He loved science & nature. So we tried out with dad did to me. It was fun. So, I told him what dad did to Chelsea. He thought that was even better, so we did that one night during sleepover. I enjoyed it, I told my best-friend ' Marissa '. She thought I was crazy, yet I still continued with Mason. Then one night dad took to his session, then Mom walked in. He wouldn't budge, He had his teeth clamped on to me. Mom walked in. He let go, she shrieked. He went at her, he hit her many times then looked her in her room. That night father had sex with me. He called it ' Man-on-Man ' .


    The next morning mom ran away. Never to return. So dad quit his job and began to work at Office Depot. Now he was home very often, he wouldn't allow me to go play with Mason. i only had one friend to turn to, Marissa. I told her everything. I told her to tell everyone and anyone. She didn't. She said if anything bad happened then she would. So dad continued, soon he got Chelsea pregnant twice. I was sick and tired of it. My lover Mason turned to drugs, my sister was always locked in a room with dad. I was always alone. I gave up. I ran out the house to my backyard dad's pill stash. He had everything in there. I took everything. Put it in my pocket and went inside. I told dad to rape me and so he did. I pretended it was Mason. I told him to tell Chelsea I said goodbye. I went to my friend Marissa I told what I planned to do and what I let my dad do to me. She begged me to stay, she cried. I gave her one kiss on the lips, a kiss to last forever. I last saw her on the grounded sobbing. I took the pills, and hung myself. Little did I know I caused a chain reaction. Marissa committed suicide the next day, Mason did three days later. And Chelsea the same day as Mason.