• Hey, im going to side track you a little bit from the zombies to a little blog. (please note i NEVER BLOG, this will be my first blog in history, my my my you lucky little bastards) so, in my resent life i have dealt with people who just don't understand me, honestly in the first two years when i was in high school i probably was the most emo you would have ever seen me...saw seen........whatever. None of the teachers respected the students...why the hell am i telling you this?! you should know (only if you are in high school or were in high school.) I hated high school, but the only good that came out of it was my friends, they looked out for me and i looked out for them (you know who you are and i am damn proud that i have met you in school) BUT what i really wanted to talk to you about is my past emo life. You see when i was "emo" i tried to look the part cause honestly i still think the emo look is still kinda badass looking, and if you read my profile (i don't think its privet) i think that emo boys and girls are cute or what i want to say is "HAWT" yes i said boys. anyway, when i would get depressed i wouldn't cut myself OHH NO i would punch very hard things to endues pain and it would relax me, in my sophomore year i got even more emoer....if that makes any sense. Math class was the worst, Id get this long a** muther hubbing math assignment that would take me a week to finish, yeah i suck at math. so my parents thought i never did my work, id tell them its just a long assignment but some parents don't think and they just believe what they say and they believe they are right all the Goddamn time! so i would get grounded and id finish my assignments, and just go straight to bed cause there is nothing else to do. not grounded for the day or the week its grounded until i say so, and (some of my friends know this) i wouldn't be able to play or do something to entertain myself for at least 2-3 years, i know i sound like a little f*****t but come on as soon as i get my privileges back 1-3 days id get grounded again for not picking up a little bit of paper off my floor or forgetting to make my bed after i worked all day, then its back to the 2-3 year long groundation. Im typing this to express myself or to let off some steam. so as time went on things got worse. id be at work and i unfortunately worked for my dad, one time there was this filing cabinet he wanted me to take upstairs, so he helped me but he said "turn the drawers to me" i asked "isn't it better to face them on the side so no one would get hurt if they fly open?" he just said go, and sure enough they flew open and bumped his knee and he gave a little ouch that's it i said "see? i told you." so instead of admitting his mistake he instead slaps me in the face and says "i don't need you smart a** mouth you little sh@t." after i got home that day (i get home two hours before he does) i just decided to lay on my bed and rest and think to myself yeah i guess that was kinda of a smart a** remark. i thought when he gets home I'll just say sorry and that would be that, but NOOOOO ohhh no i wasn't getting off that easy. he apparently had a bad day shortly after i left and he decided to take it out on me (no he doesn't beat me) he just yells at me and calls me names. So after i go to bed i feel like complete f#*@king sh@t, at that moment i thought about suicide, i almost did it too, i felt my arm twitch like i was going to get up and get the goddamn knife, i came to a stand and almost walked out the door when i thought to myself "no no no i cant do that it helps no one just makes matters worse." so i walked out the door instead going to the bathroom and just washing my face in cool water and that helped a bit.

    well thats one part heres another not as sad or depressing just weird or just silly maybe a bit scary. OKAY so this one day my job was to put like these business cards between the glass and the car door, so ive been doing this for several days (no i havent been doing them in a long time) so on the last day that i do that i think to myself "hehe wouldn't it be weird if the police came and thought i was breaking in the cars?" so im walking along just have one card left then i was done i could go get come lunch. Then what do you know the police drive up to me and the get out of their cars like they were going to tackle me, then they just walked up to me and asked what i was doing, i told them i was advertising the business i work for i showed them a card and one of them said "cool" hehe... they told me that they got a call from some people who said i was breaking into cars, i said "well im not very surprised" so disappointing the the callers the police and i ended up having a nice chat like new games or good restaurants in towns and i had no idea it was illegal to put cards on the cars... indeed that was an awkward day for me.

    i would like to thank my friends for being there for me when i needed the support

    also the men and women who are over seas fighting in the middle east i love you all

    also the police cause without them i think i would be dead by now, i love you guys too

    and i would especially like to thank my lover for entering my life, without you id still be depressed today.



    what are these credits?

    Writer: Xian Taris

    Producer: Xian Taris

    Idea: Xian Taris

    Cast
    Me: Myself

    Dad: himself

    Police: themselves

    Ben Dover as the hopping woman.

    Okay thanks for reading and have a nice day Gaians



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