• subject:i am killing myself tonight
    date:june 17, 2009
    ONE BOY, ONE GIRL. THEY WERE IN LOVE. BUT THE GIRL WAS GOING THROUGH A TOUGH TIME IN HER LIFE. SCHOOL WAS TORTUURE. HOME WAS WORSE. SHE HAD ATTEMTED SUICIDE BEFORE BUT IT ALWAYS FAILED. THE BOY SHE LOVED THE ONLY REASON SHE KEPT HERSELF ALIVE. HE PROMISED HE WOULD NEVER LEAVE HER.SO SHE WENT ON AS IF EVERYTHING WERE PERFECTLY FINE...BUT IT WASN'T. SHE WAS READY TO END IT. TO END HER LIFE.
    SO ONE DAY SHE WAS HOME ALONE AND UPSET. HER BOYFRIEND WAS AT HIS HOUSE SO SHE WAS DEPRESSED. SHE WAS ALONE, JUST HER AND HER KNIFE. SHE WAS SICK OF HER LIFE. SO SHE PICKED UP HER KNIFE, HELD IT TO HER CHEST, AND PLUNGED IT THROUGH HER HEART.
    THE BOY TRIED TO CALL HER BUT SHE DIDN'T PICK UP. SHE NEVER DOESN'T ANSWER. ESPECIALLY TO HIM. SO HE WENT TO HER HOUSE AND SAW HER LYING LIFELESS ON THE FLOOR. HER BLOODY KNIFE WAS RIGHT NEXT HER. HE LAID NEXT TO HER IN HER BLOOD. HE CRIED A LOT, THEN PLUNGED THE KNIFE INTO HIS HEART. SO THERE THEY LAY DEAD TOGETHER.

    HOW DO I KNOW THIS STORY?? THE GIRL WAS MY BEST FRIEND, KRISTINE. THE BOY, WELL, I USED TO DATE HIM. HIS NAME WAS TYLER.
    I HAVE BEEN GRIEVING OVER THIS FOR FIVE MONTHS NOW. THAT WAS WHEN THEY DIED. THE EXACT DATE WAS JANUARY 17, 2009. I MISS THEM TERRIBLY.
    SO TONIGHT, AFTER MY FAMILY IS ASLEEP, I END IT. I END THE PAIN. I END THE GRIEVING. I END MY LIFE. i kept kristine's knife. SO TONIGHT, i PLUNGE IT INTO my HEART.
    SO THESE ARE MY LAST WORDS TO YOU MY DIARY



    GOODBYE FOREVER

    -SAMMY