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• Artist: Prince_Sauki-17
• Description: My real names Paul, Im not much of an expert in anythin, but i do like to express myself through writing... heres a little opinion of mine on a little piece of my past that ive learned to get over with( well, not that over with but still...).Its not grade A material or anythin, but hey, its worth somethin... atleast i think it is :P
• Date: 04/05/2009
• Tags: love relation emotion failure opinion

A lot of people can relate to what im about to say, and yet a lot more couldnt. Still, those that couldnt would soon be able to as well, im sure of it. You see, im pretty much confused. I guess many would call it "love". Its pretty awesome to tell you the truth but thats not what im going to express. Lets just say that, when a boy meets a girl, a lot could happen. And it was like way cool when it happened to me. But, things werent so easy. It was funny at firsdt but kinda makes you tense. It gets even tenser once those you like find out right? So, what im sayin is, once that happens, its like, a major weight off your chest but knowing that they know pretty much reverses it. To shorten it, lets just say that this was the confusing part. Whats more, this is when the talking comes in. Sure, its awesome, but its part of that unstability state that could really turn the tide in a relationship, shifting the balance either for the better or for the worse. The bad part? Its pretty much 60%, 40% when it comes to the balance thing. Meaning, theres a pretty big chance of failure. Thats were my fantasy landed. It was a major downfall. Youre up there, flying high, aiming for the sky, then in comes reality to drag you back down...its harsh man, really harsh.

Youre probably wonderin "wat the hell does 26 have anythin to do with this?" Well, this number, it was her favorite number. It pretty much defined who she is, a symbol of her very being. And to tell you all the truth, thats been a pretty painful number to me... Its like, wherever i go, which ever way i turn, some unexpected coincidence would make that number appear and in comes the pain and the memories... I guess failure in love isnt so easy to forget. Like somehow, someway, something or someone has to come in and remind you, even though it is at times not meant to...

Well, thats my outlook of my first relation, not excactly the fairytale kind but ive pretty much learned to live with it and accept it... What about you? Got your own little failed-in-love story you wanna share? Just say so, trust me, ill listen and understand...in the best way possible atleast razz