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I saw my mother die
Why didnt she survive?
It was all my fault
I shouldnt have acted like a dolt
Thinking i hated her
I did love her
I was cruel
never thought i needed her rules
I acted like a fool
I ignored her on her deathbed, ignored her when she was so utterly sick
Never said i love you nor gave a thought of her
I DIDNT EVEN GIVE A DANM!
Never thought i'd care
Of course i found out i did
On her funeral
You couldnt possibly understand how guilty i felt,
Not at all
THIS ISNT FAIR!
WHY DID SHE HAVE TO DIE?!
WHY?! WHY?! WHY?!
I MISS HER STILL
I MISS HER SO!!!
I am scared, alone, jaded, cruel, pathetic, and unlovable.
Can you try to understand?
Can you try to be me, and understand?
Will you try to look through my own eyes?
And will you hate me for being this weak little girl?
- by Killer Kandi Raver |
- Non Fiction
- | Submitted on 02/17/2009 |
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- Title: Through My Dark Eyes
- Artist: Killer Kandi Raver
- Description: This poem is for her, people who understand what im going through or even worse
- Date: 02/17/2009
- Tags: through dark eyes
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Comments (2 Comments)
- Rainbowy Soul - 03/08/2009
- i understand how u feel... cuz i fee l the exact same way.... this made me cry!
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- White Roses Soar - 02/18/2009
- i understand...ther are reasons for everything
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