• It's funny how certain things in life can cause a person to look at the world in a completely different way. Things around me are happening… changing… disappearing. I can't just sit back and watch everything I know vanish into thin air. As I sit here in front of this screen… and I taste this familiar wet salt in my mouth… I feel so alone… There really is no one anymore. I should be used to that by now. I've lost my love, my best friend, most of my other friends… and most of all… I've lost myself. What a lot of people don't realize is that YOU are your own support… yes, its nice to have others who will push you along… but in the long run, you're going to need to do it yourself. So when you lose you own trust in yourself, your belief in yourself… you have nothing. That's where I am… at the "nothing point" as I like to call it. Goodbye mind.