• was it something i said?
    was it something i did?
    did you not want a kid?
    is that why you fled?

    it is too late now,
    things will never be the same.
    time has changed me.
    past is to blame.

    without knowing who you are,
    i feel like i don't myself
    i always wonder of who you can be.
    do you do the same? or is it just me?

    do you ever think,
    of how things can be?
    i never knew you,
    but i hope you knew me.

    no one is showing me the way.
    how am i supposed to know?
    there is a saying,
    every action is learned

    i don't know what do do
    i don't know which way to go.
    i thought parents were the guiding hands
    put there to help us grow

    do i try to make it alone
    with nothing to fall back on?
    do i keep searching for answers,
    for some clue of what i search?

    but it seems,
    that no matter how hard i try,
    i never find anything.
    i just end up back in the beginning


    i have tried everything i know.
    where do i go from here?
    you are supposed to have the answers
    and build me up with cheer

    i don't know what you expect,
    or what you dream,
    all i know is your my father,
    the one ill hope ill see one day.