• Morbid insane chills nervously plowing through my soul, thoughts of locker stuffing and trash can dumping haunted my mind. First morning, feeling nauseous I hop into the shower, hot water beats on my face and chest, a deep hollow breath brings slight relief. Dressing in my new clothes, I plug in my ear buds and head for the front door. A gut wrenching tug whips me 180 degrees around, mother tears the ear buds out of my ears and squeezes me. As I get onto the bus everyone mindlessly jumping around become still and quiet, I can feel the ice cold stare as their beady eyes lock onto me. I walk to the back and sit quietly listening to my music. Wearing my midnight blue sunglasses, I feel a warm stare. I slowly look up and my eyes lock onto the most beautiful woman I ever saw. She had autumn burnt red hair, deep ocean blue eyes as if the sun were shimmering into the waves. She smiled, I smiled back and felt heart Love at first sight. But that's another story for some other time.

    Wish I could start high school all over again. sweatdrop