• You know recently I've become afraid of the Dark, that's not quite right, I've become afraid of what's in the Dark. Before six months ago, I could sit in in the Dark for hours on end, just me and my music. I could listen to my music with my eyes closed, and the lights off and just stay there just like that. But now, I feel like there's something in the Dark, I don't know how to describe it, it feels like the Dark has somehow become a living breathing entity. I know it sounds stupid, but it's true. Sometimes, when its the middle of the night, I can see the Dark begin to move. I tell myself that it's only my imagination and I squeeze my eyes shut. So I've begun to sleep with a night light, well to be more distinct, the bathroom is right across the hall from my room, there is less than five feet between my room and the bathroom.
    See, I don't know if I am going crazy, maybe I am, but crazy people don't question if they are crazy do they? So maybe I am crazy, but just maybe I am not, and if I am completely sane, then it means that the Dark really is a live, and if the Dark is alive that means the possibility of everything else existing is rather high. So it would mean that ghosts and goblins, and witches, and everything that makes up your worst nightmares are real. If they are real it means that human's are not on the top of the food chain, it means we are not the most evolved mammals. Hum, but then again maybe I am just imagining that the Dark is moving, you know? But maybe it is moving, if it really is moving...that means it has a brain, well maybe not necessarily. Single celled organisms don't have brains and they are alive. So maybe the Dark is like a single celled organism.
    Actually I'd rather be crazy, because if I'm crazy I don't have anything to fear. I can just tell myself I am seeing things, but then again, sometimes crazy people really aren't crazy. Like in all of those books you read, where the hero/heroine can see ghosts and stuff, and everyone thinks they are mad. Hum, I don't know, I think I'd rather be crazy...I'll have to watch the Darkness some more...