• I have fallen into a deep,dark whole, with no way out. I cant see anything in front of me and it makes me wonder when I am going to wake up from this hell; I am running, from what, i couldn't tell you, because not even i know that. All i know is that if it catches me it wont feel good.
    The bad is close on my heels, and I wonder why I am still running in the first place. Rushing through this darkness, not knowing where i am going. Running is necessary, but i have run out of energy. I cant possibly stand another moment in this world. There is pain and anger surrounding me and i cant seem to find a way away from it all. It crowds me and presses in on me until i can no longer breath, i want to breath, but will anyone hear me? And if they do, will they care? I have never known peace. I have never seen a stress free day. But something inside of me keeps telling me that something is worth living for. After almost sixteen years of waiting for something good to live for, i still haven't found it, And most nights i have to wonder if it even exists.
    The pain of everything surround me is getting closer to me,. it is stalking me, hunting me. I am the pray, and it is the predator. I am alone in this dark world, but unfortunately, trusting people keeps almost getting me killed and i don't think that i can survive another heartbreak. I need to think of something, fast.
    The emotions are closer then ever, waiting for the perfect time to attack. To go for my aching heart. ripping it from ,my heart and devouring it viciously. I am alone. But I being alone keeps me alive, and that is all that matters. Take it from me, Trust no one. Love no one. and most of all, don't rely on anyone. you will only live to regret it in the longrun.