• what are all of us?humens?men and women?the living?why are we all so different?is it because we were all supposed to be?or was there an issue where everyone decided to become different?are we all sons and daughters of god?is there even a god?

    thoughts.what races through all our minds.we are what we think.sometimes we say whats on our mind, but sometimes we dont.why dont we tell people what's on our mind?is it because its none of their business?or is because we dont want to hurt anyone?

    questions.these race through our mind.simple like what we should wear.or what should we eat.

    but little does everyone know, these make me.they make the monster i've come to know.they are what i see in the mirror, what i dream at night.and the answers.....well they are my favorite part......

    CHAPTER 1:

    this is what i've been waiting for.its been to long since my last.now i must indulge.

    Jared Starr.man of many.......many victims.and today he will be mine.my victim.mine to take whats dear and throw it away.i am a murderer.

    Pat is my name.and my game......well thats a secret.only a few know what i really am.my ex-girlfriend, devonn, who thinks im doing something good.and my friend mason.he wants to try it with me one day.but im not into that whole partner in crime idea.too risky.

    so here i am.New Years Eve.where all my friends sit around me.mason and devonn.tom,who is just like me(well except for the whole killing thing).ray,devonns little brother.lauren, masons ex-girlfriend who is my friend too.and jared starr,devonns boyfriend.

    how could devonn,the one i see as my one true love, make such a dumb idea?i cant let him go.ive gotten way too far.he must die tonight.