• i was fourteen years old when my cousin shawn came to live with us in kansas i was excited because i would have someone my age to hangout with and to help me work on the farm.
    DING DONG! i hopped up out of my chair and ran to the door. i opened up the door and the was a short woman with long blond hair standing there " hi i am shannon and this is shawn" siad the short woman i looked behind her then i saw a tall boy with long black hair and baggie pants with chains everywhere..... i was frightened for my life " h-hi i-iam j-jeff" i said "iam shawn he siad in a creepy deep voice. "MOM DOOR" i yelled "oh hi shannon, umm shawn let jeff take you bags up stairs and show you around" siad penny " come on we still have to milk" i demanded "this is your room this is my room thats my moms room and thats the bathroom the kitchen and living room are down stairs" i said "when do we eat dinner" shawn asked " umm about five"
    well lets go we have to milk" i told him "no you do it" he siad in a snoty voice " come on you lazy a** lets go" "NO" he yelled i grabed him by the neck and pinned him to the wall " look dont be playin' tough guy yet until i say you are got that.... GOT THAT" "YEAH" he yelled about to cry "here put these overalls on" i siad "ok" we ran down stairs and out the door and into the milking barn. " where are all the cows" shawn asked " we have to bring them in usually harvey ,one of the workers, brings them in and we just milk but harvey is planting crops so we have to. once we were done milking we went inside shannon left now and we were eating supper shawn didnt say much " i thing that blue rone is going to foul tonight" i said " what does that meen" shawn asked " it meens that a horse is going to have a baby" i replied that night we went to bed we woke up and sure enough there was a baby horse standing there me and shawn ran to it the mom was cleaning here i pulled the sack off of the little horse i look underneath and it was a little boy " hey shawn look around for the plisenta" i told him " whats that" he asked "its a a red gooey glob" i siad he started looking around i exzamined the baby he was good " i found the pli-whatever it is" shawn yelled " ok good " then we went and milked the cows then we went back inside " mom the rone had a baby boy" "oh really is it ok " "yeppers" we had the same daily routine every day wake up, eat, milk, stack hay , eat lunch, do what ever harvey sayes, watch t.v., milk, eat supper, watch more t.v., then go to bed. about a two monthes into summer shawn totally stopped being emo and dark his skin turned pale mom took him to the doctor they siad that he had bone cancer he just layed on the couch all day long and did nothing. i was out milking while shawn was lieing down on the sofa and mom was grocery shopping. i came back in and shawn had pasted away i layed next to him and cried til mom got home mom cried a little to then mom called the cops and they took him away in a ambulance his mom flew out to kansas for the funeral.
    now at sixteen years old i saw him on the sofa. " mom he is here " i said " no he isnt jeff, so shut up"
    to me he is here and in my broken heart