• I look out of my window, squinting as the sun penetrates the blinds. I rub my eye's, too tired to wake, but not sleep enough to fall into a slumber, i lay there, looking out of the window. I think of thing's to come, and thing's i did in the past. I know eventually ill have to get up, so i topple out of bed, walking like a puppet with no one controlling the upper body, and do the morning ritual of Cleanliness, and a snack.

    I have nothing to do, rather, nothing i can do because of an injury, so i go onto my porch, still catching glances of the sunlight that's fading. I do this for about an hour or two, like mesmerized by some unseen force. I am finnally drawn away by a sweet scent, and a figure that passes my view. More buetiful then a dozen roses bathed in moonlight, or the reflection of the stars dancing in the lake. She looked enchanting, but i know my place, and to talk to her would trouble her and me.

    I could only gaze at this magnificent sight, who had a radiance of her which made the afternoon look like early dawn, but she looked hard to aproach. She looked around, as if knowing somone was looking at her, i knew she felt my gaze, but i couldnt pull away, so she ended up spotting me, but when she looked, i saw her full buety.

    She walked over to me, who was still sitting on my porch, which made me scared in alot of ways, so on impulse, i said sorry and ran. She told me to stop, im not sure why, but i listened, no, rather, my body listened, and refused to head my bodie's advice to run. She said 4 words, then joined me sitting on my porch, not asking about me staring, or my injury, just smiling and looking at the sun.

    I felt so far even though i was so close, even though she was there, i coulnt speak to her, couldnt touch her, just look. In my head, a familiar piano melody played, it suited the mommnt, but i never heard the song before. but i felt like i knew it all my life. As i looked at the girl, looking at the sun with a smile on her face, i heard her yawn, was i boring to her?

    I finnally got the courage to say somthing, but that courage vanished when she said those same, insignificant words again, in such a soft tone, it felt like my heart became a soft serve. Being here, with a buetiful women, looking at the sun would make any body happy right? well, it actully brought me down a bit, to know the fact ive fallen for her, who has only said four words to me, and i may never see her again.

    As the day came to a close, and the sun went down, the women who faced the sun and smiled, began to look tired. she got up, breaking the enticing trance i was under, and she walked off, looking a bit weak. She got to the street in front of my porch, turned back, and waved at me, and opened her mouth as if to say something else, but from the corner of my eye, i saw something, speeding... heading for her, and without thinking, i jumped in front of a garbage truck, which seemingly ruined the mood.

    I could't see anything, i was floating with my eyes closed, but i could see myself. Everything was hazy, and silent, it until.... Questions appeared.

    " Why did you do that?" "what is she to you?"
    "Did you do it for her gratitude?" "Do you want to die?"
    "Why?" Why.." Why........."


    All i could do was listen, until i heard a voice say


    " Because..... i have fallen for her....... or maybe im an idiot........ but..."

    The Questions reply to the answer with "But? But Why? Tell Us.....Tell Us..."

    The piano medaly that i heard in my head when i was with the girl played,
    And in a familiar voice, the Answer responds " But..... i dont Regret it!"

    After that, my eyes open, everything's a bit hazy, and bright, was i dead?
    No, i was laying down, in my bed. i felt i had forgot something, it was on the tip of my mind, but it wouldn't come out. I did my morning ritual, and sat on my porch, staying there for the whole day, thinking id see something intresting, but........ nothing, or rather, exept something insignificant, a single sunflower was at the foot of my porch, smiling at the sun, and in that instant, four meaningless words came to mind...... "Buetiful Day, Isnt it?" and wth that, i burst into tears, not even knowing why.